I was thrown off track and out of orbit. The past two weeks have been a giant mind fuck. And currently, with Mercury in retrograde while in Sagittarius, it's been crazy intense for me.
After the New Moon in Scorpio, the Sun shifting into Sagittarius plus all of the planetary action leading up to Mercury Retrograde and this past Sunday's Full Moon in Gemini, it's difficult for me to even verbalize what I have gone through emotionally, spiritually, and soulfully. It's three days post Full Moon and the intensity of that super moon has finally chilled. I got a good night's rest and woke up today feeling refreshed and a little more clear minded.
My thoughts are still scattered, but I'm processing it all. First, it seems that I am fully feeling emotions that I blocked out or masked after my dad died in 2007. Even the pain of a love lost is starting to resurface, plus what a true love felt like. This leads my to next point: my eat, pray, love journey of Tulum finally culminated.
In Shibalba, a voice whispered to me and an energy overcame me; I was compelled to act upon that. I am forever thankful that I did. I've been gifted new eyes to see things from a different perspective and am learning to become more aware. I am getting my power back.
If anything, the past couple of weeks have brought a lot of closure. With 2017 coming to it's end, and with Mercury in retrograde, this is the perfect time to reflect, reassess, renew...emphasis on the re-, before the new year. It's time for me to forgive myself and forgive others. It's time to let go of ill feelings, and to find my power and use it to rule 2018 as the Goddess I was born to be.
The influence the Universe has on you, as well as what you influence on the Universe, is compelling, forceful, and persuasive. Act in a way that lights your fire, ignites your soul, and arouses a desire that you will forever seek. Even when it feels like you have been trucking through a field of mud, keep going. Your truth is just beyond the horizon.
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